Friday, May 2, 2008

day eight


Oddity four: can never find the same street twice. Not on purpose, anyway.
This city changes. As unpredictable as a woman quitting smoking. Every street sign is the same, when there are signs at all. I fall asleep on a street corner and wake up in a house with busted windows or in front of a corner store.
Every store’s empty. I experimented, trying to push some limits. There was a clothing store that I broke into the other day, and I took new clothes. It’s been years since I’ve worn new clothes. I found a security camera, waved right into it, and wandered off, expecting the cops to come all day. No one did. When I woke up in the morning, though, the clothes were gone. Like they’d stripped me in my sleep, put my rags back on, and left me sprawled out on the pavement.
That’s what I forgot.
Oddity five: the shadows.
I know they’re there. There are people, in corners, just out of sight. Shadows that move like they shouldn’t. Makes me think that I can’t be alone in here.
Maybe I’m wrong and it’s just the city, living and breathing. I can feel it breathe, truth. Sometimes when it’s pitch-black, and I’m falling asleep in the middle of the road, I press my ear to the ground and listen. I swear to you, I hear it. Inhale. Exhale. Little rumbles.
Oddity six: the city is alive.