Tuesday, December 2, 2008

day fifteen


Every seven days, I wander back to Main street. Air never changes, always with that low mist.
I decided, I’ve spent all this time wandering around. I don’t think I’ll wander this time. I only ever get lost. Not that I mind being lost. It’s a bit refreshing.
I’ll stay put for now. Wander when I’m bored. Sit when I’m done with that. Still not a single human being around, and I can’t say I mind very much. This is the safest I’ve felt in a long time.

Friday, May 2, 2008

day eight


Oddity four: can never find the same street twice. Not on purpose, anyway.
This city changes. As unpredictable as a woman quitting smoking. Every street sign is the same, when there are signs at all. I fall asleep on a street corner and wake up in a house with busted windows or in front of a corner store.
Every store’s empty. I experimented, trying to push some limits. There was a clothing store that I broke into the other day, and I took new clothes. It’s been years since I’ve worn new clothes. I found a security camera, waved right into it, and wandered off, expecting the cops to come all day. No one did. When I woke up in the morning, though, the clothes were gone. Like they’d stripped me in my sleep, put my rags back on, and left me sprawled out on the pavement.
That’s what I forgot.
Oddity five: the shadows.
I know they’re there. There are people, in corners, just out of sight. Shadows that move like they shouldn’t. Makes me think that I can’t be alone in here.
Maybe I’m wrong and it’s just the city, living and breathing. I can feel it breathe, truth. Sometimes when it’s pitch-black, and I’m falling asleep in the middle of the road, I press my ear to the ground and listen. I swear to you, I hear it. Inhale. Exhale. Little rumbles.
Oddity six: the city is alive.